Looking Back at 2015

I know I’m supposed to write something about how this past year has just flown by, but quite honestly, 2015 made me work really hard and it definitely seemed to take its own sweet time in coming to an end. That’s not a complaint, but oh what a year it’s been! From finally bringing my PhD to a close, to starting a new job, and moving into a new place — all stressful changes in their own right, but I’m definitely grateful for everything that’s happened in 2015.  And taking a look back at the year, it’s clear why!

January/February 2015

Concord piano bar | No Apathy Allowed

The first two months of the year had me focused on preparing for my defense in mid-February.  Four-and-a-half years of work came to an end over the course of 90 minutes.  Scary, exhilarating, and a relief all at once.  And despite fears that I might fall into a figurative hole afterwards, I was so so happy to be done!

March 2015

Berlin Village Market | No Apathy Allowed

The next month I made my way over to Berlin for the half marathon, where I ran for the first time ever without having any idea what my time or pace was — simply for the love of running. It might sound simple enough to you, but it was a real life lesson to someone who is constantly competing with herself.  The race was followed up by a perfect street food lunch at RAW.

April 2015

My glasses collection | No Apathy Allowed

Around Easter I finally updated my frames after at least 10 years of taking advantage of my previous collection.  A  drastic improvement!

May 2015

Near the Mercado de Ribeira | No Apathy Allowed

I didn’t do much international traveling in 2015, so my quick trip to Lisbon was extra special to me.  I was completely charmed by the city’s landscapes and streetscapes and hope to visit Portugal again sometime soon.

June 2015

Rhododendron Park Bremen | No Apathy Allowed

In June I celebrated 7 years in Germany and 10 years of blogging — and in both of these cases, I definitely made use of cliches about time flying!  But I couldn’t spend too much time being nostalgic because I also started my first postdoc job and launched a quick and successful search for a new apartment.  Big reasons to celebrate!  After many years in Bremen, I also finally paid a visit to the beautiful Rhododendron Park.

July 2015

Apartment Tour | No Apathy Allowed

July kept me busy getting my new apartment set up from scratch.  It took me a while, but it finally came together and I was able to share a mini-home tour with you here.  I also attended a lovely wine tasting at Ludwig von Kapff with a bunch of Bremen-based bloggers.

August 2015

The Bremen skyline never fails to impress | No Apathy Allowed

I was overwhelmed with work in August, a great deal of which involved turning my dissertation into a book manuscript (largely in my free time).  Even so, I spent as much time as possible enjoying the sun and views from my balcony.  And with a little help from a post by Geek Mädel, I applied for my very own Blue Card for highly qualified immigrants in Germany — success!

September 2015

Berlin is yours | From Instagram @noapathyallowed

In September I hosted my very own wine tasting as a bit of a housewarming, featuring both German and American wines.  I also traveled to Berlin to support a friend running in the marathon, and basically then and there decided that I finally need to conquer this distance for myself!

October 2015

Bremen Fotomarathon | No Apathy Allowed

I ran two kinds of races in October — first was the Bremen Fotomarathon, which took me all over the city chasing nine photos of nine different themes.  The second was the city’s half marathon, which was most definitely a challenge, but convinced me even more of the need to take on a new distance.

December 2015

The Seattle skyline | No Apathy Allowed
I’m skipping right on over November because honestly I did practically nothing but work the whole month, both in the office and on the side.   I finally traveled home to Seattle for the holidays in December, my first real vacation in over a year, and I’ll  happily ring in the new year here as well.

So that’s it for looking back at 2015!  So much of it was devoted to change and setting down roots, even though I can’t tell you where I will be this time next year.  I’m looking forward to more traveling, growing friendships and relationships, and seeking out new adventures.  I wish you all the very best for 2016!

What was your year like? Do you have any resolutions for the year ahead?

My Year of Running 2015

Berlin Half Marathon

I hope you’ve all enjoyed the holidays as much as I have so far. I’ve been relaxing with friends and family in Seattle and marveling a bit at how quickly my hometown is booming and changing (but more on that in another post!). I’ve also been taking advantage of the fitness room in my parents’ building and thinking about my running goals for 2016.  But before I get too ahead of myself, I want to take a look back at my year of running in 2015 (here’s a look at 2013 and 2014). This past year of running wasn’t as spectacular as in 2014 — I didn’t break any records and I found myself having to step back a bit from pushing so hard in order to be able to have enough energy to focus on other things.  But those are both important lessons and running still proved itself to be at the core of my life…

Best race experience?  I ran two big races in 2015 — the Berlin and Bremen Half Marathons — and they were both challenging in their own way.  Bremen hurt every step of the way. But the Berlin Half Marathon was remarkable in that I ran it completely without a watch and without any sort of time pressure.  That didn’t mean that I took it easy — instead I chose to listen my body rather than to the pace on my watch.

Best run?  Pretty much any of my evening runs over the summer can be counted as my favorites.  Long evenings and warm weather make the perfect combination in my book.

Best new piece of gear? After years of running in the same cold weather gear, I finally stepped up my winter running game and outfitted myself with two new jackets, a long-sleeve shirt, pants, hat and some other odds and ends. Yahoo!

Best piece of running advice you received?  Have fun and don’t take yourself too seriously. Sometimes its just about the love of running.

Most inspirational runner? I cheered on a friend running the Berlin Marathon this year and pretty much every single runner there inspired me to keep giving it my all — which relates to my running goals for 2016 (see below).

If you could sum up your year in a couple of words, what would they be?  One foot in front of the other.

I didn’t reach my sub-2:00 half marathon goal this year for lots of different reasons, but I still think I’m mentally a tougher runner than I was when the year began.  For now I’m setting that goal aside and reaching for a different goal in 2016 —  my first marathon.  Quite honestly, I find the idea of training for a marathon terrifying because my first attempt at training for one 11 years ago sent me to physical therapy for three months.  But I’m a strong proponent of doing things that stretch your boundaries, and I have to believe that I’m a different and smarter runner than I was back then and I can’t resist giving it another shot — so I’ve got my eyes set on the Hamburg Marathon in April.  Cross your fingers for me!

What was your favorite run this year?  Do you have running plans for 2016?

Travel | Home for the Holidays

Travel: Home for the Holidays | No Apathy Allowed
The Marktplatz Weihnachtsmarkt in Bremen via Instagram

Tomorrow I’m heading home to Seattle for the holidays, which makes me incredibly happy (despite the whirlwind of packing chaos that exists in my apartment right now).  It’s been ages since I’ve truly been able to enjoy the holidays without bringing some form of work home with me, but that stars have all aligned to make that possible this year.  Good thing too, because I haven’t taken a true non-work-related vacation in over year and it’s been two years since I’ve been back to Seattle.  It’s high time for a break, I’d say!

But I do love the holiday season in Germany, so even though it’s a bit shorter for me this year, I’ve tried to enjoy it to the fullest!  I visited the Christmas markets, ate Schmalzkuchen, made my own Advent wreath, decorated the cutest tree you ever saw, and threw a little holiday Kaffee und Kuchen celebration.

Now I’m really ready for the long day of travel ahead of me tomorow.  I hope I’ll have time for some Seattle-based blog posts, so be sure to swing by if you have a moment!

Travel: Home for the Holidays | No Apathy Allowed
A Weihnachtsmarkt carousel via Instagram

Travel: Home for the Holidays | No Apathy Allowed
Decorating my tree via Instagram

Travel: Home for the Holidays | No Apathy Allowed
In front of the Hauptbahnhof via Instagram

Travel: Home for the Holidays | No Apathy Allowed
A holiday Kaffee und Kuchen via Instagram

Do you have  a lot of traveling planned for this time of year? Or are you making yourself cozy right where you’re at?

My Top Books of 2015

At the end of each year, I love taking a look at all the books that have been my companions during my commutes and the quiet moments at home (see my posts from 2014, 2013, 2012, and 2011).  I’ve loved reading since I was a kid, but I’m not as speedy as some of my friends on Goodreads — meaning that I finished 13 books over the course of 2015.  A bit short of my goal of 24, but I think I can live with that. :)  There are a few more that I’m currently working on, which may or may not get finished before the year is over.  They’ll just have to be added to my reading list for 2016!  In any case, I hope you’ve got a nice hot cup of coffee or tea ready, because this post is on the long side…

Read in 2015

In previous years’ posts I’ve just listed the titles with links to reviews I’d posted on the blog, but I got really behind on my reviews this year and basically never caught up.  Oops!  To remedy that, I’m also sharing mini-reviews here.  Another new thing I’m trying this year is ranking the books according to how much I love them.  Such a hard task and actually kind of arbitrary since many of them I love in very different ways — but I’m giving it a try anyway…

My Top Books of 2015 | No Apathy Allowed

1. Hunger Makes Me A Modern Girl, by Carrie Brownstein

A fan of Sleater-Kinney long before Portlandia, I knew immediately that I must read this book! What I didn’t expect was how many of Carrie Brownstein’s words would sound like my own thoughts, only expressed a million times better than I could have. Growing up in the Pacific Northwest in the same generation as me, sometimes I felt like she was reading my mind. She does an amazing job of baring her soul and exposing her own weaknesses and really showing what Sleater-Kinney’s music is made of, but without revealing too much that could be painful for those closely connected to the band’s history. Loved it!!

2. Being Mortal: Medicine and What Matters in the End, by Atul Gawande

Finally an honest look at two related topics that most people would rather just avoid. What does it mean to grow older? And how do we look mortality squarely in the face and decide to focus on quality rather than quantity of life? Particularly this last question is a heartbreaking one. At the very time I was reading this book, friends had just lost their small son to terminal cancer and had quite openly wrestled with this issue.   I promise you this book will make you uncomfortable, but it is oh-so-worth it.

3. Snow Falling on Cedars, by David Guterson

This novel takes place during a conveniently forgotten and shameful era in American history that’s come to the fore once more — the internment of Japanese Americans during World War II.  Set in the Pacific Northwest, the story centers around the trial of a Japanese American man for suspected murder.  Wonderfully well written and made me long to spend a winter in the Puget Sound.  In your heart you want to believe that our country has grown beyond these prejudices, but it sadly seems that we have not — which makes this novel worth reading more than ever.

4. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, by Betty Smith

Why did I wait 37 years to read this book?  An absolute classic novel of a girl coming of age in the Brooklyn of the early 1900s.  Broke my heart in so many ways, mostly because I know Francie Nolan’s story of poverty and suffering was reality for many thousands of immigrants and New Yorkers during that crucial period in US history.

5. Cry, the Beloved Country, by Alan Paton — see my review

6. Fates and Furies, by Lauren Groff

My first (and definitely not last) book by Lauren Groff. I loved it!  But I agree with many other readers that the first half (told from the husband’s perspective) is much less interesting than the second half (told from the wife’s).  But her narrative wouldn’t be half as much fun without his. In other words, stick it out and you will be rewarded.

7. The Interestings, by Meg Wolitzer — see my review

8. Courtroom 302, by Steve Bogira — see my review

9. It Starts with Food, by Dallas and Melissa Hartwig

A convincing read that was successful in getting me to give Whole30 a try. I appreciate the scientific backing of the authors’ claims, but I still felt like they were dumbing the whole thing down a bit. I would have liked even more information and evidence! Still, it has changed the way I look at food, even if I don’t think it’s feasible to eat strictly Whole30 over the long run.

10. Kyrgyzstan: Central Asia’s Island of Democracy?, by John Anderson

I picked up this book at the recommendation of a friend since I’m working on a project about the country. Although a bit dry, the book provides a good primer on Kyrgyzstan — at least up until 1999, which is when it was published. Not surprisingly, I kept asking myself how things look today in comparison, but at least it’s a start and offers a good look at the country’s history.

11. Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage, by Haruki Murakami

Honestly, it’s been several months and this book has basically faded away from my memory.  I enjoyed it while I was reading it, but some of Murakami’s other tales made more of an impression on me (like this one and this one).

12. Go Set a Watchman, by Harper Lee

Ok, yes, entertaining but still a bit disappointing if you’ve come to idolize the characters from To Kill a Mockingbird. It definitely felt like an author’s ok-but-not-great first try at a novel.

13. Howards End, by E.M. Forster

I know it’s a classic, but I really could not absorb myself at all in this book  Despite having been a major Jane Austen fan, I’ve apparently completely lost my taste for novels centered around the social rules and conventions of turn-of-the-century England.

To Read in 2016

There are so many good books out there right now, so I have high hopes for my reading adventures in 2016! Who knows, maybe I’ll even hit my goal of 24?  But for now I’ll keep my list a bit shorter…

My To-Read List for 2016 | No Apathy Allowed

  1. Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking, by Susan Cain
  2. A Constellation of Vital Phenomena, by Anthony Marra
  3. Lila, by  Marilynne Robinson
  4. The Bone Clocks, by David Mitchell
  5. Euphoria, by Lily King
  6. The History of Love, by Nicole Krauss
  7. All Our Names, by Dinaw Mengestun
  8. The Time Traveler’s Wife, by Audrey Niffenegger
  9. The Forty Rules of Love, by Elif Shafak
  10. The Signature of All Things, by Elizabeth Gilbert
  11. The Passage, by Justin Cronin
  12. Arcadia, by Lauren Groff
  13. Hard Choices, by Hillary Clinton
  14. Life After Life, by Kate Atkinson
  15. Die Hellen Tage, by Zsuzsa Bánk

What are your favorite books from 2015?  Are there any I should adding to my list for 2016?